Welcome to Shards of Silver

Marianne Moore once defined 'poetry' as "Imaginary gardens with real toads in them". I found this such a striking definition of something that captures the values of poetry that I couldn't leave it alone.

I've been writing - attempting - poetry since I knew how to hold a pen(cil). Some poems I write I like, most I don't, but every now and then I feel compelled to write them down, like a flush of emotion that demands access to some sort of visible medium that can later be accessed and reconsidered. I thought, maybe, that sharing these poems could help me out a little. I welcome critiques, critical and constructive (though I do, of course reserve the right to ignore the sharper sides of people's tongues ;) ), and hope that in return for your help I can leave you with something better than sorry attempts at a craft which only a tiny few have ever really mastered.

Clear Skies~V

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Lash of Flames

The sunlight fills my room
With gold and oranges;
It's like fire is beating at my door,
Not so unheard of in this country
That floods like the Nile and burns like the sun.
That people live here is at first a wonder,
Then a joy.
This country falsely sunburnt in broken visions,
Living radiant in every breath of hurricane
And ever lash of flame.

Monday, July 12, 2010

Murmurs

Drift away on the wings of silence
And carry the murmurs in the palm of your hand
Like memories that you will never forget.
Wake with the morning
And dream of the sunshine in the water
And carry the murmurs in the back of your mind
Like shivers of silver and glass.
Walk with the night in the darkness
That flows around you in eddies and reflections
And carry the murmurs in the core of your soul
So that you may always remember
Who you were before.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Explosive Love

So I thought I saw you today,
We may even have talked!
Conversed is too strong a word
For worded meanderings
Between empty lovers.
Having dinner and a movie
Is just to get us through the motions:
Let’s pretend, play house.
At least we can say
That Spielberg’s done it again.
‘God I wish our sex had that
Many Explosions.’
The latter sentiment left
Unspoken.
Because we’re not ready
To suggest it.

You drove me home.
The same CD as years before,
The same words.
‘…in a brave new world…’
The same words,
Both bridge and barrier
Between empty lovers.

It’s strange though the sky blue
In the middle of night
That you love
That I’m wearing.
Or that you turn
And give me that smile
That brought me
Into Chaos.

That’s no illusion.

No explosion!
There’s still something here.
We’ve just become more careful.
I know you won’t make
The first move so
I move.
You pretend to think.
I lean in and whisper in your mind.
So you chuckle and park the car.
Lead me on.
And before long we’re trying
Our own movie stunts
The kind that’d make us blush.
Like explosions.
It gives us something to talk about,
Made happy by re-igniting the hidden flame.

Us empty lovers
Full
And once more
Content.

Friday, July 9, 2010

The Final Line

Great Muses in your golden realm,
Will not you hear my plea?
And sound a bell to end my torture
And tell me what you see?

Great Ladies you who number nine,
Can not you give me thought?
To tell me how to write and sing
And tell me tales to wrought?

Great Ones in the skies above,
Hear my cry and answer!
End this barren drought of mine,
Send to me your words and sounds
That I may write this final line!

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Tributes to Roxanne

With Apologies to Sting

Roxanne,
Don't wear that bright red dress tonight.

You wandered down the street again
You fixed up your hair and make-up again
Don't wear that bright red dress again.

You don't have to walk that street, my dear,
You know where it goes and where it leads
Last week you came back with a black eye,
I know you did it cos you thought you had to,
But think about it some more tonight.

You wandered down the street again
You fixed up your hair and make-up again
Don't wear that bright red dress again.

Roxanne,
Don't wear that bright red dress tonight.

There's always anger in your eyes and fear
You don't think you know what's coming to you,
But you stand there in rain or stars every night,
I know you don't think you can let it go,
But think about it at least some tonight.

Roxanne,
Don't wear that bright red dress tonight.

Roxanne,
Don't wear that bright red dress again tonight,
You've worn it out worn it enough for the week,
There's got to be another way another day,
Why not tonight to think things through?

You wandered down the street again
You fixed up your hair and make-up again
Don't wear that bright red dress again.

Roxanne,
Don't wear that bright red dress tonight.

Roxanne,
Why do you look at me like that?

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Through the Enemy's Garden

We walked without direction
Through the enemy's garden,
Hand in hand through darkness.
A waking dream of endlessness;
A field of stars and flowers.
Lifted in a world of colored light
All through the enemy's garden.
Not a word nor whisper
For here no murmur may pass
To disturb the eternal sleeper
So walk without direction
Through the enemy's garden
And wander forever and on and on
Hand in hand and beyond.

Monday, July 5, 2010

An Angel's Prayer

You seek to wrong me
To take from me
That which You did freely grant me.
You wish to extinguish
This light of Heaven
This Morning Star!
I am the one that guides all others,
To light and leave the glowing sky!
And now for something petty: choice!
You would cast me out to die.
Know then, Father,
Once upon the barren stone,
I did love only Thee alone.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Where They Walk

Take me past the rivers and lakes
Of this land I know all too well,
Carry me through the sky and light
To the world beyond those stars there.
Glide through the night and through the day
Hold me in the darkness and in the light,
But do not let me fall without you.
Take me to the realm in which time
No longer matters to anyone.
Take me from these echoed whispers
That goad me and taunt me
And carry me with you always.
Take me to where the willows sing,
Take me to where the moonlight shines,
Take me to the worlds I've never seen before,
Take me to where the unicorns run,
Take me to where the dragons and angels vie
For the ruling of the bright open sky,
Take me to where they walk...
Take me to where they walk.

The Virgin's Never

Broken daylight like sand against my skin;
Rubbed raw at missing you.
'Never' seems so final,
Like Macbeth's bells of heralded death,
And while I know the bells will ring just this once,
The thought of 'never'
Is no imagined dagger but reality,
Here driven into my heart;
My virginal blood then on our sheets.